Watching his every move, learning his daily routine, never letting go of past mistakes, she sees little differences that he does, making her wonder, making her confused, wanting him to tell the truth, him passing blame, blaming it on her past, blaming it on guys she has been with, needing him, craving him, fighting the demons in her head, not believing him, not hearing him, passing judgement, getting furious, him not taking her seriously, why do you leave your shirts at work? Why do you only go into work early when I am on vacation just wanting to be with you and only you? Too many questions, unanswered questions, leaving her confused, heart being torn, crying, crying out of despair, wanting to trust, not feeling right, that gut clenching feeling that something is not right, checking his phone, checking his call log, NOTHING!! Nothing out of the norm, he is hiding something, put down your wall, push your insecurities aside, learn to trust again, learn to heal your heart, everyday battle. Sadness
Tag: marriage
It takes effort
Throughout my busy week I must remind myself that in order to make relationships or friendships work, I must put forth the EFFORT to make them work. As with anything in life, it takes effort. If I do not put forth the effort to help my relationships work, then they probably won’t.
In order for me to make my friendships work I must make an effort to call or text my friends. I must remind them that I miss them and can’t wait to see them again. I must not get too comsumed with life that I forget about the people who matter the most to me.
As with friendships I must not forget my relatioship with my husband. My husband needs love and affection as well. He needs to be reminded of his worth, his contributions and much how much he is appreciated everyday.
I feel like we get wrapped up in work, in extra-curricular activities or children and forget about our adult relationships. Yes, church and sports are important but I need to remember that relationships are just as important. I want to try my best to make sure that I am doing my part to keep my relationships alive. I must not get too consumed with other things in my life that can take me away from my friends, my family or my spouse. I hope that I can look back on this post as a reminder that relationships take work and most of all EFFORT in order to work and prosper.
She is stronger than ever! 