Unanswered

Watching his every move, learning his daily routine, never letting go of past mistakes, she sees little differences that he does, making her wonder, making her confused, wanting him to tell the truth, him passing blame, blaming it on her past, blaming it on guys she has been with, needing him, craving him, fighting the demons in her head, not believing him, not hearing him, passing judgement, getting furious, him not taking her seriously, why do you leave your shirts at work? Why do you only go into work early when I am on vacation just wanting to be with you and only you? Too many questions, unanswered questions, leaving her confused, heart being torn, crying, crying out of despair, wanting to trust, not feeling right, that gut clenching feeling that something is not right, checking his phone, checking his call log, NOTHING!! Nothing out of the norm, he is hiding something, put down your wall, push your insecurities aside, learn to trust again, learn to heal your heart, everyday battle. Sadness